Thoughts day.

I always have too much to think in the middle of the night. Maybe it's because it's too quiet around here and everybody is already asleep and here am I being all nocturnal. No actually, supposedly "Study time"

Met up with an old friend recently, I guess I updated a little on Dayre but just preferred typing so here I am typing everything I feel into the World Wide Web. Yeah, I should know better than to do shit like that right? But then again who reads this blog anyways? Don't think anyone would be reading my ramblings and my crazy random thoughts. Anyways, back to meeting an old friend. Well gotta say, a lot have changed since those years. Haha. Panda was there when I met this friend and I introduced him like how I would. But I forgot, friend and I weren't actually on speaking terms. Not that we fell apart, it's just as time went by we just went our separate ways. Friend's other half wasn't too pleased, to say the least. And it became awkward. Thankfully they left earlier. And I'm left with Panda telling me what I should and should not say in front of people. To be honest, I really let that slip and wasn't actually using my brains when I said it. So I'm sorry okay? I'm sorry that your other half don't like it or don't like me. Because to put it rather frankly, I never liked her anyways, but because it's your other half I decide to be happy for you. I am no longer the person you talk to about finding a new half. Just like I don't talk to you about things in my life. Thank you though, for being a part of my life all those years and helping me through most of my shit. (Which by the way looking back is just..mere memories)

That's just it isn't it? When you look back, everything that matters is nothing now, what matters now will be nothing in future. So what is it that keeps bugging people about the now? I guess I should learn how to be happy now and live for today because it'll all be nothing sooner or later anyways. Not that I hate my life or whatever, I rather love my life now. Peaceful. I haven't had dramas like this since forever. Haha. I think even drama is over phrasing it. My day to day life involves loads of afternoon cuddle naps and cuddle movies. Panda and I watch lots of movies.

So today I decided to make a stand and say Goodbye. It's time to let go of the past. Let go of the people that once matter, let go of the people that hurt me. I need to start new. :)


Toodles.

2014

HAHA. HI! I'm back from my half a year hiatus. I sort of forgot and gradually stopped updating my blog because I haz no idea what to update and I am this sucker who tends to forget things. There's 101 things I SHOULD do but don't because I rather be lounging on the couch or lying on the bed going on Pinterest and 9GAG. The 101 things include studying, which I am in a denial mode because there's only like 10 days left and I'm screwed.

Mental note to self: STUDY YOU LAZY ASS.

Now where were we? Whilst in denial for the upcoming exams, I made a few purchases on eBay and Luxola because of this determination to get good and radiant skin. My face as of now is in a bad mood because I barely sleep and have been eating a lot of crap and it's not happy (to say the least). So far only the Luxola package arrived.

And I bought these, because there was 30% off and because I convinced myself I needed a RM115 eye cream. The bloody cream better work magic.

PS: I'm sorry for not uploading my own pics. my camera's just too far away.


First off:
Just Herbs Ayurvedic Anti-Pimple Treatment

It includes the Just Herbs Silksplash Neem-Bitter Orange Rehydrant Face Wash and the Ayurvedic Pimple Treatment.
I gotta say, these two look much bigger than the picture. Seriously. So far I haven't used any since I just got it today. Maybe I'll try and see what happens. Saw many good reviews for this so I got it in a desperate attempt to remove my pimples. Apparently it doesn't stop pimple growth, it just removes the existing ones. So we'll see how that goes. HEH.


The next item would be my eye cream:

15ml. Haven't tried it, will try it tonight and see if my panda eyes go away with time. I never used to have severe panda eyes and was secretly happy that I don't get them, now karma decides to be a bitch and decide to hand some to me because I misbehaved and didn't treat my skin as it should be treated. BOO. Since people say that you should start prevention when you are at your 20s, I shall start. I want to look good as I age. Aging with grace. I have accepted the sad fact that I am no longer in my 10s. *sigh*

I got all of these from Luxola. The Pimple treatment went out of stock today. So yeah. Get them before it's too late!

Now, I shall hop to do some blogilates and then study. I hope. Quit distracting me, internet.

Toodles.